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The Family Safe

When they brought down our ancestral home
in Downtown Srinagar, All was lost except 
an old safe, made of the molded memories 
and iron and painted light sky blue 

Its keys long lost, it lay un-opened 
in our garage until the time,
The night refused to leave Wular and
The sun could not  draw the hermit 
Dawn out of its solitude.
When the phantom rain rained on that 
desolate night, pattering on the tin roof
It fashioned a key out of my ragged soul

On the shelves made of walnut-wood
Hidden under a pile of stock-lies
that I needed to survive, the old box creaked
with sheafs of yellowing paper
And the electric dreams of executioners
Along with wills that prisoners wrote 
With nails on the greying walls of 
The palace turned torture hall

Carefully stuck between moon-blood 
Stained velvets, an old nose ring and 
A lifetime of stuffed regrets, secrets 
And forgotten loves woven into a million
Unslept nights, which had melded
Into the blue of night


At the bottom of the safe, an unstrung 
Cello lay next to a bottle of fake chardonnay 
with verses inscribed in exquisite Persian 
Along with a misplaced talisman 
written in archaic Arabic with hewn rice 
which was once mailed to farway deserts where 
God was rumored to live

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