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Hello! 

Hello! Hello!

I have called out for you

So many times, on my empty phone lines


You trespasser on my conversations

You holder of my secrets 

You unwilling, unwitting witness to my destruction 

Tell them all, 

what I said, 

when I cried 

And how I screamed into the void

You professional sabteour, 

You secret nazi swine, 

You precious pervert 

Tell them all, 

Leak out my secrets, my inner fears 

And my weak attempts at humour


Hello!!! Hello!!!

Do not pretend you do not hear me, 

You who archives my life, 

You who measures my conversations,

You who polices my twitter

Do not be an false god, unhearing, unsympathetic, unbiased

You who chronicles my misery in kafkaesque detail, 

You who stoically stabs paper with my name written all over it

Release all my conversations, 

Torture my rage, 

Dismiss my existence


Hello! 

Hello! Hello!

I have called out for you

So many times, 

On my empty phone lines


Hello!

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