The stench of my decomposing heart Permeates my being, polluting my soul with Unwanted memories War flashbacks from life lived in delusions Of a grand love, the varicose veins of a long dead heart injected with your damned lies Each breath whip-lashing against the hollowness that has settled in my chest I ruffle frantically every morning Through my kitchen cabinet, looking for A Knife with the broken handle that can cut through my skin, its Poisonous steel entering my veins, Draining me of blood, clogging my heart with rust Clearing out ancient betrayals – both yours and mine- weaving maps out of scars, tracing incomprehensible words You, who used to tear off your silk dupattas To tie them in my name, At the shrines of unknown saints Now turn away from me Even in my dreams, While maggots feed on my memory of you, One kiss at a time, till nothing ...